I almost forgot!?!

Its my birthday next month boys and girls, and I would be so overjoyed to get a amazon giftcard E-giftcard as a present! Lord knows I am gonna spend the day alone moping around the house like I always do, but maybe this year we can have a little sexy internet party. Yeah, it'd be super swell to get some presents and chill with my favorite guys... lol well its just a thought.

Winters lameness!

Sorry I haven't posted in a while, it's been a long couple months, lots of stupid construction type junk going on in and around my apartment. And if that wasn't bad enough I been sick for a few weeks bleah, I do so hate colds! Anyway it has given me some time to enjoy Skyrim and all of its awesomenesses! Brrr, its chilly I wanna go hibernate for a few months lol but I wont well... maybe for a few hours <3

MANGO SMOOTHIE

So yeah the title tells it all, got a mango smoothie tonight, those things are so freaking good! Jeebus I wanna go yell out the window I have an awesome smoothie and you don't! But I would prolly get shot and my precious smoothie snatched up in the prime of its fruitiness! XD
Its so tasty...

One of "those" days

Yeah I kinda felt like I was going totally bat-shit-crazy yesterday, everybody has em' but they still suck. The kind where nothing makes sense and no one else seems to care, feels like I am warning the world of a disaster and there just like "Meh...its cool."
Yeah anyway, not the best weekend of ever and I couldn't even cam what with comcasts love of "working in the area" and making my internet go sadface.
*shakes fist at air*
Hope you all have been well out there in internet land, I'll leave you with a sexy nurse to make you feel all better!
<3

Not having a good month

Hey all Its me, yeah go figure, Rose posting on her own blog oh snap the world is coming to an end! Yeah I had the urge for Sarcasm-o-dramatics, deal with it!

But to keep it moving along I apologize for my sporadic nature of late, I keep getting annoying as shit summer colds, and on top of that I recently had people move into the APT above mine and OMG! Theres like 15 of them in a 2 bedroom apartment and there loud as shit all the time 24/7. 

I want to kill them dead. 

Revive them.

And revel in there murder again.

But I did win the other day, maxed out my TV volume and played the most obnoxious J-pop I had till they sent a little kid to apologize for them. Classy huh?

I am beyond stressed and annoyed latley witch has led me to neglect my online obligations and I really am sorry, hope to get my life settled soon *fingers crossed* 

On a much more unpleasant note for me, one of my kittys has been sick for a while she has a tumor on her neck and is basically dying.  Its upsetting, and I dont wanna go on cam all sad faced cause who wants to hang out with a weepy lady so it has also affected my being online. But I have a life to live and it doesnt work when I cant pay the bills cause I am being a baby so I must press on. So I will put on my big girl face and be back asap, I promise! 

Well I am glad to have updated my blog I am so super bad about things like remembering, and typing... LOL

See ya soon guys. 

<3

Bang! Zoom! I'll kill you!

Stupid freaking ugggggh!!!
I have been waiting patiently all month for the Fallout New Vegas DLC (as they promised a freaking June release. LIARS!) And guess what? "What?" you must be asking, well sir, I'll tell you, those dirty game designers pushed it back to late July, How rude! I wouldn't be as irritated if they hadn't announced in May that all the DLC's were finished and just waiting for the May, June, and July release dates!
*Grumble Grumble*
Oh well nothing I can do about it, except bitch lol and maybe get Fear 3 in the meantime... Shooting scary evil is teh funzorz.
^_^

Demon Fly from Hell!

Okay so I am totally not a fan of insects, as in I thoroughly dislike them.
Well some dumb-ass fly got all sorts of cobwebs stuck all up on it and proceeded to buzz around my room like a bastard! I was just relaxing having a smoke when all of a sudden a giant spooky cobweb ghost attacked me! (I soon realized it was a fly) But It had 6 inches of cobweb trailing off it like an evil tail!
It really harshed my mellow to say the least. I then was forced to spend several min's jumping around my room like a fool trying to avoid it and trap it in a towel. I was unsuccessful...And sadly it dissapeared somewhere over my blankets, and fearing the monster would come back for me or worse a nasty dead fly in my bed I am forced to put all my bedding in the laundry. -_-;
Now my bed is empty, and I dont even know if it was really in there, it could still be here waiting to come after me again and finish the job!
It's just not my day today...
/SIGH

Morning-somnia!

Its a word, don't question me! Yeah its 10am and I am awake, been sleeping sooo backwards and its just getting more askew. Witch isint a bad thing, its not like I have anywhere to be, but confusing none the less, I am just accustomed to being alive at certain times and 8-12am is sooo not one of them. I don't know what to do with myself, my precious routine lol.
I was getting my Lexx on but got distracted and wandered away. I need to work on MortalKombat still have a long way to go in the challenge tower, but not feelin it today.
I need to make some sextacular videos too, well not need but want, yet the mood hasn't thusly stroked me. Sadface! Hopefully soon I'll either sleep or at least do something, feels like a tiny lady in a big lady robot "Move hoe!" but big robo-lady is dumb! ^_^;

Pictures!

Gwahaha I just took some lovely new pictures and am cropping and whatnot then I'll post some here for all you lovelies to see hurray! I promise Epic hotness ^_~
Hope you can survive the wait! (I hope you can tomorrow's not that far away)
Ah, just relaxing with a beer listening to some sweet Coltrane, tis a very relaxing evening if I do say so myself. Its a good change of pace from the silly amounts of time I have been spending with MineCraft, but its such an addictive game I swear once you start its nearly impossible to walk away lol, try it for yourself if you don't believe me...
Well back to ye olde bump n' grind for mwah, till tomorrow, sleep well! <3

What I been up to

Hey guys, I'm finally updating my blog, I know it's been awhile. So what have I been up to lately, well let me think… I recently got the new Mortal Kombat game and I must say it is fantastic! I've been playing the hell out of it and loving every minute, though I have been a bit irresponsible playing games all hours of the day at night and not getting much work done, but I just can't help it, it's super addictive and reminds me so much of the original trilogy. 

And to make matters worse the new downloadable content for fallout New Vegas came out yesterday and I have been up all night playing it. I've been waiting for it since mid December, and finally its here! Fallout is one of my favorite games, and I have been dying to continue my couriers story. 

I really need to stop staying up all night though, it's really screwing up my schedule, sleep and work. But I've been having so much fun, and it's just so hard to pry myself away. That reminds me, I also lightened my hair about a week ago, it's a very lovely pale gold and I'm really enjoying it. Though I will probably go back to red in a few weeks as I do love it more than anything else. Gotta get some pictures together and post them to show off my pretty new do.

Moral of this story is I'm sorry I haven't been around too much lately, and I promise I'll make up for it! Just Gotta stop letting those pesky games get in the way. Well it's getting on towards 7:00 AM and I really need to get my butt to bed, before the sun comes up, or all the way up at least. LOL Hope everyone has a nice morning/afternoon, and hopefully I can get on cam tonight and have a super saucy time to make up for my absence. 

*Kisses* 

Icky sicky!

 It seems I have caught a bit of a cold or something, not really an expert or anything lol but I have been under the weather. My sincerest apologies for not being around very much, I have been attempting to rest and get back to normal, though it hasen't been working too well I have high hopes. ^_^ But I wanted to say I miss you guys! <3

 

Ohhh!!! 

Its almost time!!!

I cant wait till Tuesday, I decided to go with Portal2 and wait a bit on Mortal Kombat, apparently theres going to be a tournament at Gamestop I so wish I could go but with my crazies that would be tough even if I wasn't sick...Oh well. Anyway I am super excited to try it out on Tuesday, I miss Glados so very much... Ugh well back to resting for me, hope to see you soon!!! 

*Kisses*

 

Yarg!

Okay now I am getting a little miffed... I got a charge back on SkinVideo a few weeks ago for 1000+ tokens and I owe them that since they paid me for it, I haven't been able to make anything on there lately though and now I see yet another charge back for like 300 more tokens from my first week working there in February. It is so discouraging, I hate to whine but it makes me feel scuzzy when I am in debt (especially when its not my own fault) but it just keeps getting deeper. *FRUSTRATED GRUNT*
 Gonna watch some anime and try to mellow out...

Going for the goal!

 After much consideration and deliberation my impulsive nature took over and I have thusly decided to get a precious new television! I have had mine for about 6 years and the previous owner who was kind enough to give it to me (cause they died ><; ) had owned it for like 5-10 years already. Its a CRT so the thing is massive like 200 lbs lol and it heats up my whole room so I believe its time to invest in the future, ya know one of those fancy flat LCD's I can stick up on the wall, and the HD oh snap will that make my gaming so super fucking fantastic!!! :)
 Being my overly detail oriented self I researched for hours and finally found the beautiful television of my dreams Click to View Master TV!!!
 So I have been working hard and saving all my pennies (cause after finding it I cant stop drooling, and I want it asap!) ^_^;
 It's going to be super sweet, I watch television and play video games 90% of my day, the other 10% is for sleeping and misc lol, so its going to not only change my television experience but I can get rid of the tank and have like 1/3 more space in my room win/win! I hope all of you are cheering me on <3
 If any of you wonderful guys would like to help me out towards my lofty goal I would greatly appreciate it, and love to give you a little something in return!

If you purchase an amazon E-gift card off my wishlist of 50$ I will send you a 10 minute naughty video. ^_^

If you purchase an amazon E-gift card off my wishlist of 100$ or more I will send you a 16 minute naughty video along with the 10 minute video as a bonus! Also I will make a custom fan sign with a message of your choice and post a picture of  it on my Thank You page forever! Plus a custom sexy anime girl I draw just for you, original sketch and fancy color copy on photo paper e-mailed or shipped to you whatever you prefer!  <3   ^_^

All gift cards will go towards getting the super great TV of my Dreams asap! If you contribute / want more info on helping out you can E-mail me at TheRoseDreams@Gmail.com
All videos will be sent out after I receive the gift cards.

 I am so excited, I have to keep working hard, but I know I can do it!!! <3

In case you don't see my wishlist on the side of the page heres a convenient link :)
My Amazon wishlist

UPDATE! - As of 4-10-11 I have saved $300.00 towards my Television goal of $650.00, Hurray for me lol

Spring Cleaning Bitches!!!

 For whatever reason I was compelled to clean the heck out of my apartment, my room in particular. :)
 It took the better part of the past two days but it was a fanfucking-tastic idea, loving the new feel of the room and all the extra space kicks so much ass! On the downside I re-pulled my shoulder/neck muscle and am bruised and sore all over. XD At one point I dropped a desk on my bare foot twice lol (I get a little crazy when I clean) so my foot is a bit tenderized and whatnot. The whole apartment looks and feels 100x better and thats what counts ;P
I feel like I have been totally slacking somehow, having too much fun always makes me feel a bit guilty... All this cleaning and hard work was supposed to alleviate the slacker feeling but it seems to have been ineffective. Guess I just need to get back to the nitty gritty. Though thats a little trick in itself as I am in the process of getting a new account for my favorite site to work on, so I have to wait a few days on that for approval and such. Though I do have other sites I just get scared to log on MFC cause if no one I know is online it tends to be really quiet lol and my cam score dives. But when it does liven up it is tons of freakin fun...
GLARGH, I need to stop analyzing things so much and just do shit, lol like Nike always said: JUST DO IT!
 On that note I think my ice-pack has refrozen so I am to get back to icing my wounds ^_^; Hope to see you all very soon <3

For All You Naughty Bum Lovers!

I was glancing over the interesting products available in SkinVideo's sex toy store area and low and behold, I found the most adorable "IT" that would finally entice me to insert something into my cute little bum *^_^*
 So I thought I'd share this wonderful little tid-bit with you wonderful folks, so now if you are wondering, curious, or interested in having me try out some anal play, check out this little list of cuteness Click here to see Adorable anal plugs!!!
If you felt it was in your heart to get me one I would love to try it out for the first time with only you in a skype show! So let me know if your interested, I know I am, and please note my ass is a virgin so it would also be my first time, so special!     <3
 I would be more than happy to give anal play a shot if I could have one of these magnificent tails... /drool there so beautiful, and real! Anywho just thought I'd share my excitement (I never thought I would use the word excitement to describe putting something in my bum...lol) about the cutest animal tails in the world, the fox ones are the bestest though!!! Sorry I am having a cute-gasm over these damn tails, I had no idea tails were an option...

Axe murder, that funky murder

My mom comes in to inform me this afternoon that in a town near where I live some guy was murdered with an axe. Being the curious sort I ask the full story, and it goes like this...
 Read it all its crazy @_@

And people ask why I dont like to go outside, cause its full of crazies!
Anywho just thought I'd share that bit of oddness with you. ^_^

Gaming sounds good!

 I am always starting/intend to start my posts with the word so, DAMN YOU SO! lol anywho...
 Been relaxing and what-not in an attempt to feel better and its working pretty well, Thanks guys for all your kind words and support this week! <3
 I was thinking of getting some gaming done today, well much later today when I get on cam cause its like 1am lol. But I got my other camera out so if I can finally get the stupid program to work I should be able to PiP and ya can see all the action! Sadly my Nintendo is acting up and I haven't been able to get it to cooperate as I wanted to get my DuckHunt on, but shit happens. That reminds me my mom found a new in box Genesis and was supposed to snag that shit for me I forgot to ask her about that... (Been yearning for some James Pond Robocod ^^;) I suppose me and my little old Xbox can get some achievement whoring on, or shoot some fools. I do have some Achievement cleanup yet to take care of in New Vegas, but regardless of what I play, the plan is to get my game on! That reminds me I haven't checked around for any New Vegas rumors in a while, I should totally go do that...
Anywho I shall leave you with these words of wisdom until our next meeting my lovely friends:
Did you know that Godzilla has Radioactive breath? Well folks true fact! <(^_^ )>

Just noticed...

So I was going through my settings and junk and realized my comments were all mean and not letting people say stuff easily, so I fixed it and anyone can comment now, even you wanting to remain anonymous type people! (Though I have it moderated, meaning I have to approve the comments so no one can put mean things like spam.) But hopefully I can get some feed-back on stuff like ideas for my panties and what not. Though it could be that no one has anything to say, and thats okiedokie too, just thought I'd let you guys know that its an option to post comments now with no red tape lol.  ^_~

In the hole

So I found out the other day that the big tipper like 2 weeks ago was a credit card fraudster, and now i am in the hole like 1000 tokens on SkinVideo. I mean it could be worse, and I know I wasnt the only girl hit witch really sucks, but It's still a bit of a downer. Knowing your earnings is going to pay off a debt I didn't ask for is a little under motivating. Nonetheless I will continue to work hard to get out of this hole and back to getting paid, because I truly love SkinVideo, and it'll take far more than a little bump in the road to change my mind! <3
On a different note my neck is starting to feel a bit better, at least I can turn my head without crazy-sauce pain. So yeah I guess today could be worse cause I am still in a great mood, and I should have my very own Hitachi magic wand by Tuesday! :D

So early and LAME!

 Well damn you too twitter! Always crashing when I am mid yelling nonsense about waking up early and being frustrated about my first, (and hopefully only chargeback) and being extra hungry...

Seriously though, I almost cried when I saw that my great big tips on SkinVideo a little over a week ago had been taken back (Though thank you Kathleen and SkinVideo for responding and explaining the situation to me so quickly. They're truly sweethearts at Skin!) I just feel awful now like I owe them though,  >_<; Ugh I hate my guilty conscience, cause I didn't commit fraud or anything, I just didn't earn the money I already got and I feel bad about getting it, if that makes any sense. I hate early mornings for real though, nothing but bad news and guilty feelings so very not my cup of tea... 

*Grumble Grumble*

 So I stayed up way too late, like till 8am this morning, couldn't sleep again and was getting to into some black and white movies on TCM, then there was craziness outside at like noon with crazy people smashing car windows with guns and got woke up by the neighbor freakin out about it, I guess I am just used to that shit, moral of the story I did not get enough booty-sleep T_T and it hasn't done my disposition any favors, meaning I am a tad grouchy (and by tad I mean rather grouchy lol). Anyway trying to get myself awake has been less than effective today, though the shower was a bit of help. I really need to get a new game to play even if its just a cheep junk one cause I haven't just relaxed and played something in over a week /Sigh its a damn shame, I love to game just been rather busy and such these days sadly. But enough of that whining now, I got shizzle to take care of. (though when I got shit to do my friend always has to show up with like no warning so I suppose we'll see if I really get to anything important ^_^;)
 Well that seems like enough of a rant for now, dont you agree? Heheh But Fear Not, I'll Return With More Nonsense, Same Bat Time Same Bat Channel!

And just for fun I'll leave you with a BANANNA!

So...Its like the middle of the morning and I cant sleep as usual >_<; but that gives me some time to blather and take some pictures and slap them all over my site!!! Cause I know I love seeing pictures of me everywhere, so thats reason enough to plop em' all over. Anywho I was on SkinVideo earlier this evening and had fun working the Free Show weekend, gonna hop on again later today and do it some more too! Yeah good times... I need to pick up more body oil as well, who'd have thought that being all slimy and shiny could be so sexy and arousing. Well it is! I should attempt to wander off to bed now, ugh trying to fall asleep is soooo lame. <3

So I splurged the other day and bought some fun-tastic looking toy's online, I am so excited the suspense is killing me! /Sigh oh well nothing I can do but wait for the mail, though my naughty package should be here by monday, maybe even earlier!
 Oh yeah! I forgot to show you fellas what it is I am waiting for lol, well feast your eyes on these fun beauties!

An adorable paddle for some extra spanking fun, and to give my poor little hand a rest

And some jingling jangling little nipple clippies, for some pinchingly good times!

And yes I broke down and bought the icicles no. 24 and I cant wait till it gets here, my first glass toy and what a cute little tentacle it is! Just perfect for my hentai love 

Oh yeah and I think I got a g-spot vibe as a free gift with my other toys, though I already forget what it looked like ... ^_^;

   

I feel like a kid waiting for christmas lol, and I want it now!!!

Monday madness!!

Ahhh, I am in a wonderful mood my friends, quite fantastic indeed! Had a really fun time last night on SkinVideo, so many great people came to keep me company and it was a cumtastic fun time^_^
 And now that I recieved my new camera I am extra motivated to get some pictures taken and amp up this site!! And show off my random stuff/personality lol. Also trying to figure out what I should purchase, between the most awesome outfit,

and a super awesome looking toy,

Its a super tough decision... 

Schmalt!

Woot I had a lot of fun today, had a few beers and just hung out. Hopefully my new non defective cam will be here within the week too! I'm all jazzed up to make some fun themed picture sets and some naughty videos to raffle off or something ^_^ I love good days! <3

Oh the Humanity!!

I was super excited when I got my new webcam in the mail, but due to my extreme bad luck it happened to be defective... Seriously that is just my luck, and I was so excited too. Oh well nothing I can do about it now except try and get it replaced, and wait. :'(
Oh and just a min ago I heard about 5 gunshots and some screeching tires, made the shitty apartment walls reverberate. I just live in the best neighborhood huh? Swear its just not been my day, bout ready to start punching some babies gosh darn it!
 /SIGH

Gurgle Gurgle!

So I was going to go to bed early, and well lets just say that didn't work out as usual. But no biggie I was working on some fun stuff for when I get on SkinVideo tonight. Going to play the balloon-prize-coolness-popping-fun-time-game! (I should really work on the name...) Anywho it should be fun times indeed, c'mon who dosent like prizes and balloons? Now I just have to pick out an outfit... Decisions decisions... It's my first time trying to play a game so I hope it go's well (mostly I just hope everyone has tons of fun!) so yeah, thats all I got for now. Time for some breakfast and a shower I think, cya all later this evening! :)

New Shoes!

My mother is sooo sweet she bought me some adorable new shoes while she was out today! (She was supposed to be shopping for herself, but they were on sale and she couldn't help it) Aren't they super-extra cute though. Got some new panties too, got to make some sweet picture sets, but I am waiting on my new webcam, 10 megapixels is so much better than 5... Hope it gets here soon!

Ugh, damn games controlling my life!

I miss the Crysis2 demo, it needs to hurry up and come out already! The multiplayer is seriously fun, and I just cant wait to give the single player a go...And while I'm at it Why hasn't there been any new Fallout NV DLC yet? Its been like what 2-3 months-ish since dead money came out and I need to know what happens next dag-nabit!!!

Trekies rule!

So thought I'd share this with everyone, its pure awesomeness because Star Trek is WIN! And Capt. Picard is double WIN!!! Hurray for Trekies, and I know its an old video but I love it anyway :P

So I made a Blogger thingie!?

Oh Snap dont look now but little Rose got off her ass and did something halfway productive. Hurray go team me! So yes, I do realize that it's pretty crap rite now, I am not blind after all, but I am at least 70% committed to try and make this a decent site thingie or whatever. ^_^ So I will be adding cool stuff and junk as much/often as I can, and yeah it's pretty much all gonna be like this yo, just jibber jabber and random-ass me all the way!